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Argh, she gets under my skin every time she teases me and it makes me all flustered as hell, when we skype its the same, she makes me stutter like crazy because I get all tongue tied when I talk to her and she makes it worse by making it sound adorable when really its the most annoying thing ever, but seeing her smile is the most gorgeous thing I've seen in a while so I act like a dork to make her smile and it makes me so happy when it works. c:

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I've fallen for this demon and I can't escape or is it that i don't want to escape? When I see her, I get butterflies in my stomach. I wait for my demon, for which I know what time she comes. We converse like any normal person. Then she takes me and whispers sweet incantations in my ears and touch me in ways that I've never experienced. My body feels like it's on fire, but a fire that I don't wish to put out. A fire that burns bright, almost blinding. Her eyes capture my soul every time she gazes ...

Okay... So, the last blog I wrote kind of helped me a bit. Although, I did have a few friends read it, despite me saying that I didn't care if people read it or commented... I'm kind of a hypocrite, I guess. However, I didn't start this blog to talk about my last blog, so I'll get down to business.

Today started out really well, but a few things happened yesterday as well as over the course of a few days. Not sure how to really start this... Umm... I guess I'll begin by saying that ...

So when i was in the bus today i've seen a little beautiful singing bird on some... thing i cant describe, lol. I started tapping the window as if trying to get her to fly away but ofc i was too far to make her do tht, neither did she (or probably he) looked at me.
then i remembered me tapping on my grandma's aquarium to make the fish swim further away when i was bored, and i thought my tapping on the bus' window at the bird was the same.
however then i figured that I was the fish in ...

I'm starting to scare myself. Don't worry, it's nothing big like dark thoughts or anything like that. Well I do have those, but that's not what this is about. Anyways, I'm just starting to notice myself drift farther and farther away from people. It's like....I'm losing my sense of trust in people. Especially when it comes to dealing with people in a romantic sense. I used to be so upfront with people, and I opened myself up to anyone, but now I feel myself shutting people out more. Like the other ...

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