The World As I See It.

Where do I start?

Argh, she gets under my skin every time she teases me and it makes me all flustered as hell, when we skype its the same, she makes me stutter like crazy because I get all tongue tied when I talk to her and she makes it worse by making it sound adorable when really its the most annoying thing ever, but seeing her smile is the most gorgeous thing I've seen in a while so I act like a dork to make her smile and it makes me so happy when it works. c:

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Alright. So Every blog post I've done is either, angsty, upsetting or just plain triggering to anyone reading it, granted I didn't go into detail on things but moving on!

After this month, I'm moving in with my best friend, he's just got his own apartment and he asked me to move in with him so he wouldn't be on his own and well.... I accepted! I'm nervous to be leaving the comfort of my own home but I'm happy to be growing up a little in the world, I'm sorting out on how I can pay ...

I've been thinking a lot lately and the attention that I get from my pets and uke, lately it doesn't really feel right and it makes me feel weird, like I'm betraying someone I like, and I mean really like her.

And well, shes given me this clean slate and I wanna get it right, cause I wanna date her as well and I dunno, I've messed up A LOT with her in the past and I'm doing my best to get her trust and faith back in me and well, sticking to old habits certainly isn't helping so um... ...

Um.... to anyone I role play with, I'm sorry for being a butt and not replying, I just... haven't been in the mood to role play or well do anything lately. x-x

Feelings drain the hell out of me, one minute I'm happy, the next I wanna jump off a cliff.
So um... yeah.

Sorry. =x=

If I've learnt anything from the shit that's happened over the past few weeks is that, I really shouldn't care anymore, and as soon as I let go of that concept I felt so much better, I haven't let go fully but still I feel so much better and now I'm free to enjoy my break with no trouble at all.

And considering its a Sunday here.

Happy Easter everyone. <3