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so here it goes, haha Rina! I's sorry It's been ages since I check my account, but any ways , nandito na yung hinihintay mo hope you like it!
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"Can we talk?"

Of all times why now! And I thought I'm good at avoiding him.Sigh. Great just great! I didn't answered him he just drop his bag and sat beside me.

"Look.. Ian... I've been lying to you... the thing is *sigh * you being gay is" he scratches his head "I still can't believe it okay? I mean you are one of the most hottest guy in school! and we're only what? freshman! I still want to be you're best friend, I don't want to lose you okay, we're friends for how long now, I love you Ian but only as my best buddy, I hope you can understand, maybe you being gay is just a phased." he finished. I look at him dumbfounded, I almost laugh when he said that me being gay is just a phased.

"please say something?" he said. I look at him and sigh "if that's what you want okay, but don't get you're hopes up" If that's the only way to stay beside him then okay, I will just have to be more convincing this time, I know this is going to hurt me more but what can I do I love him so much. I can't lose him. Jeff looks at me and smile, Oh God how can I resist this demigod in front of me?! Somebody kill me now!

Jeff's P.O.V

I'm glad I sort out things with Ian, I appreciate his feelings but... I just love him as a friend,a brother and that's all. I know I look like a total jerk asking him to be my best friend again even though it's a torture for him because he loves me, but I can't just throw away all of those years that we spent together. I'm cool with other people being gay but my best friend turning in to gay? that's another story, he is like my Idol! Senior chicks in our school wants to ---- him! that's how awesome my best friend is, Now I just need to find a way how to make him straight again, and I think I know who I can ask for help.

"Sophie!" I knock on my sisters door. "What?" she yelled. "I need to ask a question" I said. "come in!" she yelled I open the door just find out she's reading a gay comic again. "now what is it?" she asks me while reading her comics. "well since you read all those gay comics" I said "It's yaoi! a BL , It's stand for boy's love " she said annoyed."What ever, I just want to ask you if it mention turning back" I finished. She looks at me like a crazy person "Well my stupid brother you can't be gay now and straight as pole tomorrow!" she said "For fucks sake Sophie! I'm not gay! okay!" I glared at her. "aw too bad " then she eyed me like she is looking at something "What?" I hissed, her eyes creeps me out sometimes, damn she's only 13 but she already knows all of this! "you look like an awesome Uke" she said "What?" I have no Idea what she is talking about. "Uke isa role for a guy who loves to be dominated and love to take it i-" "okay I get it, you don't have to finish it!" I cut her off, geez this kid and her mind. "But you know what? Ian would be a cute uke! " she said. With that I slamed her door closed and went back to my room.

I locked my door and throw me self on my bed "Now what?" then I thought about my collection."that would be a great idea." I fished my phone in my pocket and dialed Ian's number. "Hello" he said, "Hey come to my house!" I said "I can't I'm busy" I said "Uhm I can't I have to finish my book report for English"he said, I can tell he is lying, "You can finish it later! I'll wait for you!" then I hang up, I didn't wait for him ta answer because he just going to make up excuses again.

"Okay, I'm here now, What is it?" I throw the DVD at him."Uhm naughty school girls? are you giving this to me?" he said, I quickly grabbed my DVd back."of course not! you can buy you're own" I said while playing the movie "Jeff?" he looked at me confused. "just watch okay" I said and he did. The movie started, two hot girls in a uniform and very short skirt started to fondle each other. I look at Ian and to my dismay he look like he is not enjoying it. "Dude! there are two hot girls doing some lesbo action and you don't even get affected?" I said. "It's only a movie" he said with poker face "don't you wanna you know?" "wanna fap to it?"I ask demostrating it with my hands moving it up and down "fappity fap fap!"

"Are you ------- seroius?" he said Oh-uh "Do you think by watching porn I'll turn straight?" he said he's face started to turened in to a murderous look. "Well, I just want you to be you're self again" I said staring on the floor. He let out a sigh, his been doing that alot. "If that's all I'm going home" he said picking up his stuff "fine but I won't give up." I said and he just slam the door.

Ian's P.O.V

I can't believe it! Jeff is been doing stupid things since last week. I mean we went to a party, but I was greeted by a stripper in a police costume and handcuff me in a chair starting grinding at me and stripping in front of me, Jeff ,Kayden and Josh enjoyed it, Even Ryan is there, he just gave me an apologetic look.His second attempt is locking me in a room full of girls, I almost killed my self in that room, I mean those girls did practically everything just to turn me on!

"Hey !" speaking of the devil. "Yeah" I said."so there is this event and I hope you can come with me" he said I look at him suspiciously. "I swear if this is one of you're stupid acts again I swear I WILL CUT YOU'RE BALLS OFF!" I glared at him, and devil didn't even flinch!"oh! no need to get angry! " he said covering his man hood. "Ayt! see you at 5 sharp" he yelled.

The whole day is a drag, there have been more girls who tries to flirt with me, and i know who's fault is that is. I'm so thankfull of Aivie, she is now my body guard and her job is to scare all the girls who tries to flirt with me.

"What the ---- is this?" I asks Jeff, we are now standing outside of a restaurant full with girls. "speed dating!" he said and pulled me inside. I am really mad at him, even the girls in every table can sense it, All I did is sit and listen to them.

"Sp how is it?" he asks me."Jeff is that hard for you to accept me being gay?" I look at him in the eyes.

Jeff's P.O.V

"Jeff is it that hard for you to accept me being a gay?" he ask, can see the hurt in his eyes, but I can'tanswer him, it is hard for me. "ok if that's what you want then I'll try my best" he said then he hop in my car."just drop me off at Aivie's" I heard him say.The drive was very silent, but I didn't want to say anything because I know he will only get mad at me.

I was running late to school because well the guilt is eating me alive, so decided to just accept him as who is he. "OMG! did you see him! Ian is so hot!" I heard a girl squealed "I know right ,I wish he always his uniform like that." the other girl said. What the heck is happening? I quickly walk to class and what I saw shock me!

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ugh thank god! i miss YH so much! thanks for my lil sis who is kind enough to lend me her laptop for 2 hours, but I'm sad cosz no one I know is online right now, (well I don't blame them it's late anyways).