[18+] You'll Break Me.. Won't You?

[Omi]

Inside-out, upside down,
Twisting beside myself.

Ayase laid there staring up at the ceiling. Thoughts swirled like a raging ocean inside the slender boy's frame. He curled up into a small ball. Memories flooded through his veins.

Stop that now,
'Cause you and I were never meant to meet.

-As the rain pours down on an otherwise empty street, the young blonde holds an umbrella out over the older male laying on the ground.-

Alright then, (alright then.)
I could keep your number for a rainy day.

"Why.." Ayase whispers to himself as he recalls that rainy day. He curls up tighter inside of himself trying to remember more of the day his fate become intertwined with that of his debtor.

I don't want to feel like this.

Pearls of blue squeeze shut tight trying desperately to remember, and suddenly the door to his room flies open. Eyes dart open as the boy abruptly sits up in his bed to stare at the man across the room.

So that makes it all your fault.

The dark haired man pants slightly at the door, out of breath. He had just run home from the office, as the Auction House had called to claim if they couldn't have back their property they would have it.. (Ayase).. disposed of. Seeing that the boy, although seemingly frightened was otherwise ok, Kanou straightens his composure and adjusts his tie.

No mistakes no misbehaving.

The older male starts to say something but stops himself and turns to leave.

Ayase reaches out "Wait.""

Could we just be friends?

Soft orbs look down at the sheets around him as he tries to stammer out "yo..you don't.. have.. to leave...."

The man stops at the quiet submission and turns to head over to the bed, quickly lifting up one of the boy's arms under the strength of the man's hand, pinning it up against the back of the bed. The boy winces slightly.

You're as close as it gets

A protesting voice breaks the air "ST-STOP!". The man stares into the boy's eyes, and then drops his grip. As he starts to leave again tears well up in those orbs of blue as he shouts "WHY?! Why do you do this to me." The boy hugs himself around the knees as he sobs into them. "Why... why... why."

No it's not meant to be like this.
Not what I planned at all.

The man sighs as he sits down on the side of the bed and places his hand on top of the boy's golden locks. "Because you're under my skin. I'm in love with you. I can't bear to be around you and not touch you. Every breath I take craves to devour your scent. The feel of your soft skin under my own. The taste of your bubblegum lips under my own. Even hearing the sound of your voice makes me hard. "

The boy looks up in shock at the words.

I feel a weakness coming on.

The boy quivers a little and closes his eyes as he manages to whisper "How.. can you say such things..?"

Big trouble losing control.

The man leans in closer, brushing the tip of his nose along the boy's neckline as he whispers in that low toned voice "Because... it's true."

A little whimper locks on the boy's throat, trying to break free. He raises a hand up as if to push the man away, but the man grabs him around the wrist, and squeezes gently while lips part to gently nip at the nape of the boy's neck. A warm tongue pressing to the skin with a subtle flick.

A gasp breaks from the boy's throat and suddenly he realizes it.

Primary resistance at a critical low.
on the double gotta get a hold.
Point of no return one second to go.

No matter his fragmented self. No matter his protests. This man would claim his debt. Kanou leans back as his hand lets the boy's wrist free only to grab at the center of the blonde's shirt and forcefully remove it from the boy's body. One hand slides under the boy's back side to arch his smaller frame up towards the man as warm wet lips close around a small pink nub, nipping it between firm teeth as if the man was trying to say "I own this". A wry tongue brushes along the underside of that small nub, flicking it, tasting it.. then closing around the tender skin to suckle against it.

Soft subtle cries fall from the boy's lips as his body arches up higher into the man's grip. Both arms slide under the boy's backside pooling together at the small of his back to hold firmly. The older male's mouth breaks free from it's prisoner only to gasp and then press the tip of his tongue back down against the skin to slowly drag upward, across the collar bone. A hand reaching up from his backside to quickly grab the boy's chin firmly, aggressively holding it as the man takes a kiss from the boy's lips. The man drinks from the boy's warm bubble gum lips, exploring the contours of his mouth with his own firm tongue.

The boy's hands reach up to press against Kanou's chest, starting to try in vein to push him away. In retort the man reaches down to grab one of the boy's legs out from under him, causing the blonde to fall back against the sheets as the man leans down over on top of him. A hot deep breath purrs into the boy's ear "I want you more than anything. To make you mine. To paint your body with my fingertips as I claim you." Red crimson fills the boy's cheek as he blushes deeper than cheery. A whimpered pant escapes his lips as his only reply. The man buries his face in the boy's neckline, nipping and kissing as he lifts his own frame slightly to tug his suit shirt top off. The tie falls forward and the boy grabs hold of it, needing something to squeeze.. Something to hold on to as his senses are bombarded by the man's desire.

Red-alert this vessel's under seige.
Total overload all systems down they've got control.

The older male undoes the tie from his neck, and slowly wraps it around the boy's wrists, binding them, pulling on the tie firm as Ayase's hands become locked together. The boy winces slightly as his body starts to quiver, partly in fear.. partly in confusion at the sensations running through his small form. The man yanks on the bind, dragging the boy's arms up, forcing that small frame to arch upwards under the pull. The pool of blankets fall from around the blonde's frame, revealing a pair of pink satin panties across his hips. Catching them in the corner of his eyes the man grins broadly "For me?" The boy tries to avert his eyes as he manages to whimper out a pout "It was the only thing not in the washer... your brother.. he.. gave them to me." The man's eyes drag up and down across the boy's body, devouring him with each glance. Every now and then golden hues of deep brown find their way down across the lined curves of the boy's stomach... dipping down into those panties.. causing the object beneath the man's own pants to pulsate harder with want.

Kanou swallows hard, and yanks again on the tie, thrusting the boy's body against the man's own. Taking the boy's lips prisoner to his own, he bites down on Ayase's lower lip, dragging his teeth across it before thrusting his hot slick tongue inside, wanting to taste that succulent flavor that belonged only to the boy's mouth.

There's no way out.

Frustrated whimpers spill from the boy's throat into the kiss. Cerulean orbs glaze shut as the man's hot tongue invades, pressing against the blonde's own firm muscle. In defeat the boy's body goes limp in the man's grasp hoisting him up. Before Ayase can gather his thoughts the man's hot mouth is moving down, nibbling on his neck, and then again taking one of his now sore nipples prisoner. Alternating suckles attack the boy's chest, causing his sore nubs to erect harder as teasing teeth skim across their tip. The man pulls the tie forward to cause the boy's arms to wrap over the man's head as that cruel mouth tortures Ayase further. Delirious with the pressure of their bodies so close together he doesn't even notice when Kanou forces two fingers into the boy's panting mouth, covering them with his own saliva. The man pushes forward, pressing his prisoner up against the back of the bed, trapping Ayase between the headrest and the man's own body. As slick fingers trace down the blonde's body, exploring his chest and abdomen, the man purrs his heated breath against now wet skin "It's time to start your repayment of debt".

Give in, give in and relish every minute of it.

Orbs of blue gasp in shock as a hard shiver runs down the slender boy's frame from the words he knows he is powerless against. Ayase digs his feet into the covers to try to push against for leverage, but Kanou grabs one of the boy's legs out from under him and pulls firmly; causing Ayase to collapse helplessly under the man's weight. Firmly, yet with a tenderness the man's fingers brush up along the sides of the boy's legs, lifting one of them up over the man's shoulder then brushing back down between the boy's legs where Kanou pulls those small panties off the boy's waist in a single stroke. Pulling the other leg up around the man's shoulders Kanou secures the frilly panties around the blonde's ankles which are now tucked behind the older male's head. A fiery passion burns in the man's deep brown hues as they canvas the body of the boy he desires. Ayase whimpers and turns his head away in shame not wanting to meet those eyes for fear they will devour him. The man's firm hands press down against the back of the boy's thighs forcing the boy's body to open up beneath his strength. Ayase cries out sharply as the strain of his legs parting open strikes him. He gasps out frantically trying in vein to plead for the man to stop. Leaning forward to whisper in Ayase's ear the man purrs a deep heated voice "No. You belong to me. I want you. I want to feel inside of you. To feel your tight little body sucking on my hard cock as I f--- you." The boy swallows hard at the words unable to reply. Right then those two wet fingers on the man's hand start to circle against the boy's entrance. Instinctively the blonde tightens his muscles to pull away from the invading touch. Kanou's wry lips torture the boy's ear while purring it's dirty words, flicking his tongue against the tender skin as he speaks "Mmmnn.. see, your body wants me too. You're little boy pussy is begging to be touched by it's master. See how it tightens like a w---- wanting to suck me off." Ayase struggles, wanting to slap the man for doing this to him, but his arms are still powerless and bound around the man's neck. All Ayase can do is start to well up with tears in his eyes. Kanou suddenly bites the boy's ear as those two wet fingers penetrate inside of him, thrusting past that ring of muscles and pushing deep inside. Ayase cries out hard, and the man's eyes close. A soothing voice now tries to reassure him "Relax... don't fight me. Pull me in deeper, and squeeze on my fingers." The blonde swallows hard and without realizing it, his body is following the commands. "Good boy." Slowly those two fingers start to work their way back and forth inside the boy's tight hole. Ayase bites down hard, gritting his teeth together as the slick fingers slide against the walls inside of him, opening them wider.

Why make me feel like this?

Suddenly the boy is flipped over onto all fours. The man moves the boy's body around effortlessly, forcing Ayase to grip the back of the headboard for support as his rear is jutted up, those firm slick fingers still plunging into his frame over and over. Ayase squeezes his eyes shut so hard that tears streak out the sides as gasps spill from his throat mixed in pleasure and pain. His body starts to quiver, wanting to contort away, but unexpectantly a soothing hand starts to trace down under the boy's chest, wrapping around him, holding the boy's warmly as if in an embrace. The man's frame moves closer to Ayase's own. Those seemingly evil fingers finally pull free of him. Ayase pants in relief at first... but he swallows hard a moment later, feeling oddly abandoned by those firm digits. His body tries to squeeze around those digits, but they're gone. Before he can try to focus on thinking why his body betrays him Kanou bucks up against him, pressing waist flat to the boy's rear. Warm breath curls up to brush into a tender ear, an almost purred whisper "Tell me you want me inside of you."

Not what I planned at all.

A hand flies up to try and strike the man, but Kanou catches the arm, and then the boy tries to turn under and hit him with the other hand, but again Kanou catches him. As the man holds the boy in his grasp, lifting him up to meet his gaze, the blonde turns away to not look at him. Kanou won't have it though and lets one of the boy's arms go free to instead grab the boy's chin prisoner, turning it back to meet the man's deep brown hues, and before the boy can protest a hot slick mouth invades his own. He tries to bite back, but only manages to drag his teeth along the man's lower lip before feeling that warm firm tongue press to his own. Ayase submits to that kiss, as Kanou drinks from his bubblegum lips.

It's just what I don't need.

Without even realizing it, Ayase relaxes as the man lowers the boy's frame against the bed. The weight of the man's body is almost comforting. Eyes flutter shut deliriously, and slowly Kanou slides one of the boy's legs up along the bed.. a belt comes undone.. followed by a zipper... and the man's pants drop down off the bed, followed by his underwear. Orbs of blue squeeze tighter as Ayase feels that pressure again between his legs.. at his entrance.. thrusting it open, as the man's hard cock is pushed inside of him. The boy shudders as that firm object pushes deep inside of his frame.. whimpers spill from his lips as those tight walls spread open for the man, only to close around and squeeze him.

Feel like this la la la la la la la la

The boy's head tilts back, arching up slightly as warm lips trail across his skin. Warm hands hold tight around Ayase's wrists, pinning him down as the man thrusts back and forth inside of him. The boy's mouth parts open only to be penetrated by the man's hungry lips, kissing him deeply. A deep heat rises inside the boy's core as that hard object inside pushes deeper, forcing his body to open wider to it's owner. Under the kiss Kanou whispers into Ayase's warm mouth "You belong to me." Suddenly the man breaks from the kiss, lifting up, beads of sweat along his chest slowly rolling down his frame. Hands slide down from the blonde's wrists to grip against his hips as the man's penetrating thrusts become faster and harder, slamming into the boy's thin frame.

Don't make it harder than it already is.

Over and over again the heat of the man's body penetrates the boy's senses. A deep heat starts to spread out across the man's hips. Kanou's pace slows and he drops back down forward, pooling his arms around the boy's frame. Their bodies press together. Heat and sweat stick together between them leaving no space for air exists between them. Hands under the small of the boy's back lift up arching the boy's frame. The man lifts back up, sitting against the bed, with Ayase lithe against his chest. Kanou leans back a little to brace the boy's weight as hands move down to grip the sheets under them. Slowly the rocking starts again. Kanou thrusts up into that tight hole sucking on his cock. Ayase keeps his face buried in the man's shoulder unable and unwilling to open his eyes. Mouth opens instead, biting down against the dark haired man's shoulder. A slight wince escapes the man's throat but otherwise the pain is ignored as every muscle in his body starts to tense. The man's legs start to ache and mix with the intense pleasure between them. Fingers claw into the sheets under them and mouth still parted open starts to spill forth deep moans from the man's throat as his climax begins to take him. Harder and harder he plows into the heat of Ayase's body; that tight entrance involuntarily sucking the man's engorged cock dry of it's spurting seed.

Kanou's hands give out from under him and he collapses against the bed with his kitten on top of him. Aching and unable to move Ayase curls up on top of the man's frame. As the man's head rolls back against the sheets, a hand reaches over to the side of the bed grabbing a cigarette to place between his lips followed by the lighter.

Not what I planned at all.

As the man takes a smooth drag of the cigarette, pulling it away from his lips a free hand moves down to pet the boy's hair. Unsure of what to say the man bites his own lip. He wants to say something gentle and sweet to the boy he loves yet the words that leave his lips are less so "I have work in the morning". Mentally beating himself up the man moves out from under the boy and grabs his shirt to put back on as he heads out of the room.

It's just what I don't need.

Dejected Ayase curls up tighter against the sheets under him, gripping them tightly as tears start to stream down his cheek. That's when the window to his room opened, and the men with covered faces all in black slipped inside. His mouth is covered and the boy's eyes dart open wide in shock at being grabbed by the men around him. He tries to struggle but only manages to knock the phone off his bed stand. At the noise the men already have the boy bound and drag him to the window. In the hallway Kanou stops walking towards his room at the sound of the phone hitting the floor and starts to head back to Ayase's door. But by then it's too late. The men are gone, Ayase in their grasp, leaving only an unmade bed and an open window.

It's definitely all your fault.


Author's note:
End Chapter one. Chapter two located at http://yaoi-haven.com/preview-youll-...11.html?t=3811

[SonadowX]

Nya, that was pretty intense. I mean, I write intense stuff, but it's like straight up, while yours is more mysterious... I've never read anything like it, so I am truly intrigued and look forward to the next part.

[Omi]

Changed the title. Thanks munkii for adding the song for me <3
annnnnd for making an awesome banner to add too. Now I guess I have to finish the story xD

[LadyAoi]

Wow! Very intense ...great start , waiting or more!
I like the song!

[amylee4life]

That was so very intense! >///////<
I think I was holding my breath for almost half of the beginning, and the song only adds to the strong emotion.
Long story short, I love it!
Please keep a good thing coming.^_^

[Omi]

Added a little bit more to the story. Fair warning, after this the next additions will be really graphic >.>;

[shippolver15]

w-wow that was really good! lol i'm still surprised i didn't blush...i can't wait to read the next part!! ♥

[Omi]

Added some pr0n. The filter is making me cry though. ;w;

[AlyBooBear]

Nyahh~ Why'd you end it so abruptly?! I was sooo~ totally into it!!

[nayaiiri]

That was really intense, I really liked it!
I'll be waiting for the next part