Look at Me

[Vamphire]

It's another day, another day closer to our graduation. But you still won't look at me.

I'm not sure of my feelings, but I want to know what you think of me. I remember last year, when you were talking with Amy, and you said you were bi. But if that was true, why won't you look at me?

Just last week, we were talking about how we were bisexual. I told you, right in front of you, how I was bisexual, and yet all you did was tell Jenn that you were bi too. And the conversation just moved on to how we knew we were bi. But you still wouldn't look at me.

Last year, after he dumped you for the second time and you said you thought you were into girls too, I asked you if you'd kiss me. You looked like you thought I was crazy for a second, so I quickly pretended it was a joke. You laughed, but secretly I was hurt. I had to make an excuse that I had to go to the library to escape. And you did not look at me.

He hurt you again a third time, dumping you. You said that he's the reason why you turned bisexual last week, but I have never seen you with another girl, never heard you with another girl. And you look past me, never look at me.

Is it because we are friends that you do not look at me, or is it because I am your first friend who has stayed with you through the years? Why?

Why do you still refuse to look at me?

[nvr-sht-nvr]

I read this out loud and it made me sad T^T -sniffles- I tend to read things out loud and for this, it makes it so sad Dx But I like it :3

[Vamphire]

I read this out loud and it made me sad T^T -sniffles- I tend to read things out loud and for this, it makes it so sad Dx But I like it :3

Aw, I'm sorry; I didn't mean to make you feel sad. Please feel better,

But thank you for liking it,

[simael]

Is this a true story? ^^ → coz me likey!

[Kurai Neko]

I wanna know too cuz the answer is right in front of you she might not want to lose you as a friend that is what im reading between the lines.

[Vamphire]

Ha, thank you everyone. Actually, this is based on what I was thinking about a friend of mine, but I kind of doubt that I really like her in that way -- I cannot imagine us kissing or even as a couple. So that's the truth; I exaggerated what I had felt for your enjoyment. But to be truthful, I wouldn't mind getting to know her in that way, but she's been hurt before and I am not the type to make the first move (in fact, my first and only relationship was because I was stupid enough to agree to date someone before I had gotten to know him. We would have clashed like crazy in various ways, so I'm glad I told my mom and she advised me to break up with him).

Or is this too truthful and it would be better if I had kept silent?