Where's the meaning?

[YaShuYuOi]

Where's the Meaning?


I got a feeling...
That I'm alone.
Is there anyone out there?
Hello...?

This life is not how I wanted it to be.
It's not like I haven't tried.
Wish I could just go away.
But what will help me stay?

I keep on living, but am I really alive?
I can't eat; won't eat.
I can't talk; won't talk.
I disappear, but the shadows still walk.

I finally love something; its about time.
She's the most beautiful thing.
She's got green eyes and red hair,
Always there when I need her; always in this affair.

But they won't approve of her.
So what if she slowly kills me?
I love it when her fog clouds my vision
And helps me fall into oblivion.

Four years have passed, but I've aged drastically.
I can't go on like this anymore.
Perhaps the dealer was right?
Lately, she hasn't helped with this fight.

It's still here...It won't go away.
Why do I feel as if I still need her?
I can't be living like this...
I should fight.

But where's the meaning?

[Arista]

I liked it. No, I loved it. Gaahhh, I fcking loved it. XD Ahh-maaazzziiinnnggg. <3

[YaShuYuOi]

Aww :3 thank chu oh-so very much Plutoxx3 :3
I wuv chu!!!