Unexpected Trouble - The Lost Sister

[Vamphire]

A continuation of "Untouchable (Love)" - where straight girl falls for a gay guy.

Please let me know if I should write a different story for this topic; I don't believe I wrote this fic well.

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My mind is still fuzzy, even after three weeks has passed since then.

...Has it really been only three weeks?

But looking back at it, I should have expected it, anticipated the result of my actions. But how could I see past my obsessive love to see the truth?

I guess my current misery is my own fault.

Scratch that; I know it is all my fault. And what's worse is that I have tarnished their happiness as well.

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I transfered into the school in the middle of the academic year. It was a rough transition, but it was softened by a kind senpai who helped make the adjustment easier.

He was a plain looking guy, soft spoken but a kind soul. Every day he made sure to be available to answer any questions I had about the school and work. He was always patient with me, sometimes spending hours helping me complete my tricky math homework -- I swear the numbers liked to mix themselves up just to spite me -- when I knew he had other things to do. After all, I would usually see his best friend waiting out of the corner of my eyes, a silent presence reminding my senpai of prior engagements he needed to keep. But he still stayed by my side until he had helped me as much as he could.

Is it any wonder why I would then fall in love with my senpai?

Most girls chased after pretty boys, concerned only with the exteriors. I used to be this way too, but a few pretty airhead boyfriends soon taught me the lesson of looking for internal quality rather than external beauty. So by the time I met senpai, I was willing to look past his ordinary appearance and see his sweet personality.

And I saw everything I wanted in a boyfriend. Every girl wants an attentive, intelligent boyfriend, ready to help when asked. Sensitive yet flexible, someone who can give the right amount of room needed in a relationship depending on the circumstances.

Everything I wanted in a boyfriend, I saw in senpai. So I asked him out.

It was a disaster.

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I did not realize until his furious appearance that senpai's friend was there, half-hidden by the corner of the school building. I was too caught up in my nerves to notice even those blatantly obvious clues that something was wrong.

And there was something wrong with my confession.

It was not until senpai's friend jumped out of his "hiding place" that I realized something was amiss. And they were really amiss.

Of course the way senpai's friend grabbed senpai and gave him a bruising kiss in front of me was all I needed to confirm what I had been thinking...

And that's when I realized.

The way senpai's friend would stand silently to the side as senpai helped me.

The way senpai's friend would watch us intently while we worked.

I deluded myself, thinking that senpai's friend was there just to silently remind senpai of previous engagements. Of course senpai was delaying previous promises, but he was also gay. Senpai's friend was there as much to remind senpai of the time he had promised to spend with him as to watch us to make sure nothing happened. As his boyfriend.

But unfortunately something had happened. And I can never undo it.

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I did not know it at the time, but senpai and senpai's boyfriend's relationship was becoming shaky. Senpai's boyfriend was extremely possessive, so it did not help when senpai decided to help me adjust to the school. Senpai's boyfriend felt it was like senpai was telling him that he did not want to be with him as much anymore. And it hurt senpai's boyfriend.

This hurt built as senpai spent more time helping me, further and further delaying his dates with his boyfriend. It was like I was replacing senpai's boyfriend in his life.

Of course he could see why. I looked just like senpai's recently deceased imouto (little sister), so senpai was spoiling his sibling's look-alike while dealing with his grief.

Or so I was told later.

But it did not stop senpai's boyfriend from what he did next.

A crying face,

A back walking away,

A cry unheard and unanswered.

Despair etched into every curve;

A broken relationship, torn into pieces,

And a girl standing there, watching it happen, knowing it was her fault.

Do you wonder why I can never forgive myself?

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But three weeks has passed and they had worked out their differences. Senpai has his boyfriend once again and their relationship seems just as close as before.

Seems.

'Cause I can see the slight tension between the two, how their eyes and bodies avoid mine. And I don't blame them.

I may be a friend, but I was the cause of their destruction. A near destruction, but it still destroyed the treasure they once had.

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Straight girls falling in love with gay guys always cause trouble, even if it is in an unexpected way.

[YaShuYuOi]

Aww, this one is really awesome!!! :D

[AoiAngel]

Lol i really liked this its sort of like a Diary entry i like this about the story