Mourning

**AoiAngel** · 07-11-2010 10:57 PM

Chapter 1
Haru laid on he psychiatric couch wondering if he made the right decision. He turned over on his back and his brown hair fell from over his eye he stared at the ceiling,the room was dimly lit and the lights buzzed quietly
"So I guess this is where they torturer you until they get information." He said vaguely His joke was empty and no laugh followed he couldn't think straight or laugh sense.... Maria was dead
Oh Maria I loved you so much... He thought Why did she do it if she knew I loved her I would have done any thing for her... or at least I tried... Tears began to fill his eyes then his thoughts were interrupted by the Door It swung open and a tall gentleman with Black hair and glasses zipping up his pants walked into the room he looking surprised at the man on the couch. Haru sat up then stared back at him puzzled
"Oh sorry, I didn't know my 3 o'clock was in this early." He said with a smile as if nothing even happened and he closed the door. His monotone voice was still buzzing in Haru's ear Oh it was a joke... He thought Was I supposed to laugh?
"Well then I am Dr. Aomori, Mamoru. You must be Endo-Kun. Am I right?" he said sit in the chair opposite of Haru's seat
"Yes, You are correct." He replied staring down at his lap
I feel so inferior to him Haru sighed still looking down He's probably better than me He felt a piercing stare and looked up, the Dr. was looking right at him with his hands folded leaning toward him it was almost a glare a chill ran through him
"What...?" He said his voice shaking a little from annoyance
"When your ready we can begin." He said drawing back he pushed his glasses up on his nose and reached for the pen and pad on the table to his right
"Now what is your problem." He said with a smile

**AoiAngel** · 07-11-2010 11:00 PM

This is my first fiction i hope you all like it ^ v ^

**AoiAngel** · 07-16-2010 11:53 AM

Chapter 2
Haru sat there for a second dumbfounded; the question seemed to pass right over him
"Um, can you please say that again."
Dr. Aomori sighed, his smile faded
"Uh, your problem," he said slowly "Why are you here?"
Haru shivered a little then he lowered is head slightly then he said with a forced awkward smile
"My wife... my wife she, um committed... suicide." Haru buried his face in his arms
The room was quiet once again
"I'm...So sorry..I didn't mean to um..." Dr.Aomori said quickly
"Its ok, its alright. The reason why I am here is cause I am afraid I might never get over her." Haru sat up
"Dr. can you help me?"
Dr. Aomori looked up from taking notes
"I'm sorry, the most I can do is help you along with the grieving process. I can't speed it up or make it any less painful."
"You don't have to." Haru began
"As long as I get over her death I can get on with my life."
"Are you sure your ok with just that?"
"Excuse me?"Haru said confused
Dr. Aomori looked at him, then his watch and sighed
"Until our next session then."
He said with a smile
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"That stupid -------!"Haru screamed in his car on the way home
Another car cut in front of him with no warning
"F---!!" He yelled slamming on the brakes and honking the horn
Nothing has gone right for me lately
He thought back to when his boss told him to take the vacation
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"Look I'm not firing you, Its just all of us in the office are worried about you. Your one of my workers and you need too get your head back in the game."
Haru remembered looking around and others turning their faces or looking down, and the anger he felt toward them all
"I'm really ok.... No need for you to make me take a vacation,"
His boss shook his head sadly
HONK! HOOOONK! Beep! BeBeep!
Haru snapped back into reality
"Shit." He said as he rolled down the window and signaled that everyone should go around then he started the car and sped toward his home and the wind blowing through his hair