Existence

[AikouKurai]

Existence

Disclaimer- I dont own any Naruto characters.

Everyday a blonde boy sat at the desk at the front of the class. He wasn't the best, he wasn't even that smart. A loser was more like it, an idiot assured by every classmate. Nobody wanted to be with him, no one. Shocking, yes it was, devastating, definitely.
But, that didn't matter did it? Even when it came to trying to get the long pink hair and emerald eyes sheering beautiful girl's attention, it was always about how he messed up. Nothing took him seriously; it was all a game to everyone. He was like dice, being rolled around repeatedly, till something made it fall and crack. After it broke, they move on and find a new dice, than mess with that one.
But than one day, was when it sort of made it worst. Summer was over, and though I was enthusiastic, the others were disgusted to be in the same class with me. As my isolating, suffocating soul had reached the room within an inch, glares up roared at me, what did I do to deserve all this?
As adults looked at me, expecting much more, students looked away from me not wanting to make the mistake their parents warned them. Parents, yes that is a sensitive word and to grow up, without a love one, it was painful.
Only difference about today was him. No one knew when he appeared in class, but he did. All ears and eyes were on him, the center of attention. As I bit on the side of my pencil, I wondered, what was the difference between the way people looked at him and people looked at me? Now that I took a shot at an examination of the group, I looked away in sheer disgust.
But a smile slowly grew on my face; my elbow was resting on the desk and my chin on the bottom of my palm. As my light blue eyes adverted to the corner of my eyes, there he was, onyx eyes starring at my direction. Instantly, with a pout on my lips formation, I made my head look the other direction.
This was an act and I knew it, but what can I say? This new kid was actually different, though I wouldn't know if he were new or not. I never paid attention to anyone, but the beautiful Sakura-chan.
Perking my head up, with a swift of my hand when my blonde hair moved out of my face there were a few couple of girls walking up to the raven hair boy. He seemed annoyed and looked straight ahead with no interest in them whatsoever.
Pissed was the only reaction that went through my body when I heard her words.
"Uhh?hi, you are Sasuke-kun?r-right, I'm Sakura?you want to hang out sometime," Sakura asked shyly. Her face showed innocence, and clumsiness, but it made her cute especially with her larger forehead. What made it better was the fact her bangs were pulled back by a red lacy bow.

"No," Sasuke responded straightly, with no hesitation or amusement, or anything!

Clinching my fist, what nerve did that guy have? The disappointed Sakura walked back to her seat with her friends. Yes, I was mad and wanted to strip him to pieces through a cheese grater. It would hurt as much as the pain I was feeling now. But it all left when I saw an amused smirk advert to me.
With a flush face I turned and face the bored. Iruka had walked in and started class. This was going to be a different day, everything would change and I would like it in a strange way. Sure, people will still yell at me for messing up, but there were still those few odd numbers of people that stood ready to invite me into their lives with a high bond.
Tests were given out and I furrowed my eyebrows, feeling hatred toward the evil paper with questions that were in bold, arial inky letters. When I reached for a pencil, it sort of wasn't there. I raised an eyebrow and looked around from under my desk to right and left and up.
"Naruto, stop trying to cheat," Iruka shouted strictly.
I winced; this wasn't what I was trying to do! How could a pencil disappear out of the midair so quickly anyways?
That is when it came into my direction; a golden brown sharpened pencil was set down on the desk. I watched as the raven hair kid walked away from my desk. I didn't get to say thank you, but I was grateful. Someone finally saw through the wall, someone finally got me out of the corner. No longer was I going to be nobody, to him, I was somebody, only if I knew who that somebody was.
To me, he was lonely. So, I wanted to talk to him when I could. It is a while, but I will accomplish that goal. I wanted to be his friend, that person to rely on like he could rely on me, except when it came to disappointing Sakura in such a rude way, how dare he was an ass to a beautiful girl!


Food was tossed around, friends sat with each other under trees and at the picnic wooden tables. They revealed their yummy lunches, like Chouji who had a tray with barbeque bean pork ((Watch out for Chouji!)) and rice balls. As for me, it was ramen noodles, spicy pork flavored season as always.
Difference, I wanted that to happen to me sometime. Just something inside to spark and I find myself in the air, nose touching nose as we mouthed to each other I love you. Blood rushed up to my cheeks and I swear I dropped my fork, where did that image come from? Hitting my head and flailing my arms I repeated in my head no.
Stopping, I saw from afar the raven hair kid. Quickly, I stood up and packed my stuff into the small bag and tossed it aside.
It took only a while before I approached the walls, and looked over the corner to see the kid. He sat knees up, slouching, and eating a tomato. I was breathless, I didn't know what to do suddenly, didn't know what to say. When his onyx eyes adverted to the corner to me, I turned and ran off.
When I was in the woods, I looked around, he wasn't following me. Plopping down on the ground, I take a deep breath. Birds chirped near by on the tree tops, as I took in the fresh air. Closing my eyes slowly, I could swear I felt something placed beside me.
My right eye slowly opened and I saw pair of clothes, folded beside me. Sitting up I looked down, it had a huge neckband, like him! Did he truly follow him, how could the kid gone off so fast?
But a smile grew and I picked up the clothes carefully and ran off to my apartment. Everything felt good for once, right, just at that moment. And the worst part of it; I didn't know how to show my gratitude for existing in his world. It was a blur to know what I was going to do. He was a guy, and usually I be acting like this to a girl, but it was so weird.
My mind was all blink as I sat Indian style on my white, plain sheeted bed. The black shirt I wore with the orange swirl where my stomach is suppose to be was filled with stains. In a hurry to try and go find him again, I threw off my shirt and orange shorts.
Grinning in the mirror, I stood there examining the abnormal clothing. I could barely see parts of my body anywhere, I was sort of small. But it didn't matter, it was comfy and someone offered it to him without a word, but he had to say a word.

[AikouKurai]

I pulled the huge black neckband a bit away and cocked mt head to the side. Why did this have to have a big neckband anyways? Than Naruto got an idea and a sheepish smile formed, he pushed the neckband down into the shirt. It felt weird, but his face felt free to breathe finally.

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Who knew how long it took, but it was like ages. All of my little toes were in pain, I walked everywhere from the park to Ichiraku Ramen Shop, even to the library and off-limits area. I was caught there and scolded for a good 15 minutes.
Frustrating, yes it was all the way, as I looked about Konoha. A sigh escaped me and I walked over to a bench near the gates and sat. Guess you can say I was tired, but I couldn't give up, I couldn't go back on my word. That clicked, and I snapped my finger that was my ninja way to never going back on my word!
When my eyes slowly looked up, I saw a little spot with raven hair. He was on the roof of the academy, quickly, I scrambled up from the bench and ran to the academy. Once I got inside the academy, I looked for the stairs.
When I was almost down with the stairs, there he stood at the top. I stopped and looked up, my mouth hanging open. His face snarled, his hands were in his pocket.
"About time I found you," I shouted. He raised an eyebrow, and began walking down the stairs pass me. "Hey, I was talking to you," I shouted. Stopping, the raven hair boy looked back at me and asked, "what is it idiot?"
Oh, that hurt bad, very bad, I was taken by the sudden rude response. But I furrowed my eyes; I wasn't going to accept that! "Can't you at least make a consideration in to the fact I looked all around Konoha to come find you and show gratitude for these pieces of weird clothing you gave me!"
"Do you have to be loud about it," he asked sarcastically. "If I have to, yes," I exclaimed. "But why did you, with the pencil and the clothes?the smirk, are you toying with me," Naruto asked which soon turn into an accusing scream.
"No, I wouldn't go around wasting my time," he responded. "What is your name," I asked dumbfounded. Letting out an irritated sigh, he said, "Sasuke?Uchiha." I gapped at Sasuke, no wonder why he treated me that way. He may have had treatment like that all his life, but he must have wanted to go treat some love and caring to someone else that wasn't getting any part of it. He was the kid I heard about, the blood he witnessed, the death that took a toll.
"Thanks?" I muttered, my eyes turning soft and adverting down. No words could come out of me now; I didn't want to make a mistake. "For making me exist and all," I finished.
Snarling at that, Sasuke said, "Exist, please you dobe." I shot up, and shouted, "What did you call me?" "Relax," Sasuke said, rolling his eyes with a sigh at the loud intrusion of noises.
When I opened my mouth to speak he interrupted, "Do you want to come to my place for the night?" A sudden invite, thrown out of nowhere! This was a first, not just for an invite, but someone who offered to be there for me and would bother to hang with me.
"Sure," I grinned widely, sure I was a fool, but I was his fool! ((Aww that is cute XD!))

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At Sasuke's house, it was deserted. A shiver made my arms cold and my fingers numb, something was bad about this place. The walls looked like they were filled with suffocating, die hearting memories. He must have suffered a lot, through the torture to the loss and suffering of so much.
How long he could bare it, no one knew. He was a brave child they all said and to survive such a deadly thing. They were mostly impressed he wasn't mentally screwed, or was he? They would only know if they were there and saw it like he did, the way through his older brother's manipulations.
Like a puppet left behind, on the ground to rot and wait for the day to come when he had joined the others. That is what his brother may have seemed to make Sasuke feel. Soreness had made me pity him; though I may never know such pain of loosing the ones I value much to my heart. But that was never happening, no one ever became valuable and precious to me, they didn't want to, they didn't want me, they didn't like me.
Who knew how long I could bare it, staring at the dull, dusty walls. Sasuke cleared his throat to get my attention.
"It is going to rain," he said.
I stiffen excitedly; I just loved it when news of rain approaching Konoha was noted. Rain was the funniest thing I have ever reached my legs out and have a bold sensation take over my tiny toes.
Throughout the evening, I sat there on the window sill watching the rain eagerly hit the windows and ricochet off the glass. Water rushed over the cold, solid and with the gas of my breath, the window had fogged up.
My eyes slowly took its place in the corner; on the other side of the room was Sasuke. He sat their on the chair, starring out the glass, his eyes observing as water drizzled hard, drenching the busy streets of Konoha.
It looked like he was waiting, waiting for them to return. To have his mother to walk up, placing a rain coat over his shoulders, and his father to smile down at him, and his mom saying how he shouldn't be out in the coldness. All of it crumpled him up, all of his innocence was slowly vanishing, and why? Because his brother, it was his entire older brother's doing.
Though I never knew what exactly happened, I knew it was devastating in an abnormal way. No one wanted to suffer in his position, and so they pity him. But he didn't want to be pity; he wanted to move on to the bigger task.
His eyes showed furry, a high flame ready to burn out in rage as he gets more ambitious to kill that bloody brother of his. He would go to any length, but I just sat there and let everyone take what they want with me.
When I noticed I was starring at him and he was starring back, I looked away, blushing like a maniac.
Out of nowhere, two warm, soft arms wrapped around my waist and a mysterious chin rested on my head. "Don't think too much?you will hurt your head," Sasuke stated. It was insulting, but possibly in his way it was how he can speak, without breaking.
Flushed from a sudden action, but I started to calm down as I slouched back into Sasuke's arms. The heat bonding between us intentionally felt good to me. His hot breath blew onto my ear; it made me shiver in a good way.
I didn't' know what comment to make on the fact I was with some kid I barely knew, but it was all worth it. We both wanted to exist somewhere in each other's minds. None of us wanted to let go and go on our separate ways and why? We only had each other and that is all we will ever have, I will always stay, with my hand laced together with Sasuke's for all eternity.
He would help me through the tough times, and I would help him through his. Nothing was going to stop us, nothing.
But when I think about it, what if he had to let go for goals? Like he had decided when he was going to rebuild the Uchiha. Would that mean getting rid of me and going for a girl, maybe Sakura for a new, better Uchiha clan? That was the problem; I couldn't fulfill what he wanted if we were adults.
How long could we go on, in each other's arms, to go there for each other? All I know, is we all have to wait for the chance, to make the rain go away. But till than, we all have to wait for the world's sun to shine down on all of us and gives us everlasting existence in the place, the matter we live in.

[AikouKurai]

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Night was a scary thing. As we lie there in Sasuke's bed, I wonder how he could handle living in the same house where all it has happened. Lightning flashed and thunder roared unusually loud.

((I can use the thunder to block out the noises they make?ok, that be evil xD!))

Rolling over, Sasuke rested his chin on Naruto's shoulder. His onyx eyes were filled with charm and enchantment, which was all I noticed. "You haven't been loud like you always are knuckle-head, something wrong," Sasuke murmured softly, his tiny, delicate fingers stroking Naruto's cheek and caressing it.
My eyes slowly adverted away and I spoke, "Why are you doing this?"
"Same reason as you?" Sasuke said sitting up on the bed with his back against the wooden well carved, very detailed bed-frame and looking back at Naruto.
Looking away I felt hurt, did he use him? Well, it did sound like I was using him. When a hand grasped my right wrist, I looked up and found Sasuke above me.
"You are unpredictable," I admitted, taken by the action. A smirk plastered on Sasuke's face and he brought his lips closely to Naruto's. The soft, firm, warm lips came into a friction with each other. My eyes were closed, as I felt the great warmth of the loving kiss.
So many emotions had ran through my body, so much to take in and try to take in control of.
A small pout left my lips as Sasuke's lips left mine. His angelic touch was so dreamingly good, it made my body just melt onto the bed sheets.
"Stop whining?there is more," Sasuke smirked. He was teasing me, which was for sure.
"Well, stop teasing me then," I barked. "Feisty and loud?can you at least make up which one you will be tonight?I like the loud choice," Sasuke said. "Since when were there rules," I asked, raising an eyebrow.
With a small 'hmp' from Sasuke, he smirked bigger and said, "Ever since you became cute."
"Cute," I said, out of disbelief. But it was cut off, as I let out a gasp.
Something, with 5 digits had slid down into my shorts and grasps my member. Letting out a surprised gasp, I looked up at Sasuke who was satisfied with my innocent reaction.
So, now temporarily at the moment this was about taking my innocence! "You are an ass," I muttered. Sasuke responded when his nose touched my chin, "You know you like it."
Blushing furiously I opened my mouth to shout out at Sasuke for his response, but it was muffled by a sudden moan. My head fell back onto the pillow. "Relax, nothing is going to happen, yet," Sasuke said.
As my eyes were closed, I felt as his fingers so gently stroke up my member. A sudden urge at my throat made me moan again, this time a bit deeper. When I looked down with my eyes, they almost bulged out, my member was stiff up in the air and Sasuke was gently testing which part made me jump the most.
When his pink made a circular counter-clockwise movement around the head of my member, I almost moved, but was stopped by an arm.
"Relax?" Sasuke repeated and pecked my lips with his angelic, soft ones.
That made me immediately relax, but it was all wild down at my mid thighs and up to my stomach, near my ribs.
His yes were filled with eagerness, and excitement that was totally out nowhere, this wasn't any Sasuke I knew. But mine soften, I was lucky per say, to get this attention from a center of attention, an ass, but he was great like that, for me.
I gritted my teeth when I felt a swift moisture tongue twirl around the head of my member. The tip of Sasuke's tongue stroked down, than led a trail of kissed back up to the head.
It was suffocating, how could he make me wait for so long? But my eyes rolled back and I felt a sudden swirl in my stomach leave me and somehow, get on me. Widening my eyes, I examined the white, sticky messy liquid I made.
Sasuke slowly kicked off his black boxers with tomato smiley's on them.

((Oh come on, he likes tomatoes I just want to be different this one time!))

I wondered how his member would fit, how I knew I didn't know, I just did, and all of it was on instinct. He placed his open hands on the bed beside my shoulders. "Hold back your legs," he instructed.
I was confused and he sighed. He slowly sat up and brought my hands back behind my lower thighs, before getting back into regular position.
"Hey, don't give me an attitude, I haven't done any of this before," I said defensively. "Just be quiet for now," Sasuke said and slowly placed his lips against mine, it was a bit tenderer than before.
Now I knew why, because what I felt next was something ripping my skin open. His member was entering inside me in a sudden move so he could get it all fully in. After a while, he finally got his member fully inside.
I slowly looked into Sasuke's onyx eyes, and he pulled his lips away. "Find the rhythm Naruto," he suggested.
He slowly started to move and slowly I winced, since when was love so hurtful like this? But than, some of the pain burned away on its own.
Biting down on my bottom lip, I whimpered as the rhythm went a bit faster than I expected. But once I found a way in, I started to go with Sasuke.
He entered and brought himself slowly out, than rammed in. Only after like 6 times, he increases his speed.
From his expression the time was almost given up, and thus it had. Sasuke let out a low grunt and loud moan, pressing his lips against mine roughly as he spilled himself inside me.
Sliding out of me, Sasuke fell to my side. I curled up and he slowly pulled the sheets onto both of us.
"My butt is going to hurt you know," Naruto grumbled. "I will make it bruised next time, so stop complaining," Sasuke said. I rolled my eyes this time, but a soft smile plastered onto my face.
All of the innocence being stolen today, it was great. I felt good; to be in his arms and no one else felt like they lived. This was our secret, our secret to being in the existence of each other.
Curling up in Sasuke's arms I said softly, "?Thank you."

[kiakia0131]

Good job! I really enjoyed reading it.

[AikouKurai]

Thank you.